The third week of school is half way through and I am starting to settle into a routine, like most medical students here. On one hand, I do wish for more hours in a day so I could study more and learn more concepts. On the other hand, I like that I am pushed to learn how to learn, again. Medical school does seem impossible most of the time - given the amount of information loaded upon you daily, you have to know it all. I have been studying for 12 - 14 hours a day, precisely. Most of the time it is 13.5 hours. Now this may sound crazy to you (and it is), but many medical students here do a similar study marathon. I am exhausted by the end of the day and do nothing else but goto bed right when I step through the door of my apartment. It is challenging. I am being challenged to learn more than what I think is reasonable, challenged to have an amazing amount of self discipline, challenged to rest and sleep (relatively) enough, challenged to take time to exercise, challenged to stay calm, composed, and relaxed, challenged to not listen to what other students say (complaints, fear, stress etc), challenged to continue to have faith in myself and my abilities, and challenged to be strong inside and out and all over. And this list could go on... but my main point is that these are challenges I face every single day from the point I wake up to the second I pass out in my bed with my clothes on. Or maybe in my dream too... But learning about these challenges is what made my respect for doctors out there grow just that much more.
I have not had any coffee yet and I don't think I will (knock on wood). But I did have to drink a few energy drinks last week to stay alert and efficient. My purchase was driven by fear of falling behind in studying hahaha. However, I am creating a NEW challenge for myself this week (another one?.. see what I am talking about?). I am going to try to stay off of energy drinks unless it's around exam times. That way when I really need to stay alert it will work beautifully! Or, perhaps I won't need them at all if I learn how to stay awake on 6 hours of sleep per night without any stimulants!
Anyhow, I let myself loose during my study hour for a few minutes to just write this entry. Now I am going to get back to Histology! Love you all! The picture below is a photo I took (before school started) of Scotts Head in Dominica. It separates the Atlantic ocean and the Caribbean sea and I dipped wet my feet in both on the same day!!! ;)